I am a moron sometimes

So I had a long entry written and I lost it. I can be really stupid sometimes - when the computer tells you if you click yes you will lose all unsaved work and you click yes you deserve to lose everything. Let's see if I can recreate it.

I remember that I was talking about how my fragile self-esteem may not do well with this blogging thing. If no one reads this I will feel like that rejected little girl all over again. Of course I should just do this for me but I am always looking for outside validation. I hate that but I am not sure how to go about not caring how people feel about me.

I remember that I was talking about my favorite Twilight Zone episode. It's called Masks. It's about the old millionaire who is dying and his family is counting the moments. They are greedy, vain and cruel. The old guy makes them wear these masks until midnight or they get nothing except a train ticket home. He finally dies at the stroke of midnight and the family rejoices. But when they go to remove the masks they realize that their faces have been changed to the ugly mask faces for all eternity. It really makes you think about how if you are ugly on the inside you are ugly on the outside even if you are beautiful.

We went to see The War of the Worlds yesterday. We actually saw about half of it on Saturday night until the bitch from hell ruined it. She was talking, loudly, during the entire movie! I asked her to be quiet and she called me a bitch and told me she would kick my ass. Well hubby got pissed off so we left. We got a refund, free passes and they got kicked out! So we tried again yesterday afternoon and all was good. We were even in the same theater! The movie was ok - a good summer action flick. I think Tom Cruise actually thinks this could happen since he's such a loony alien freak.

It's back to work tomorrow but at least my BB (that's bitchy boss) is on vacation this week. Maybe I can get my work done since she won't be bothering me every 2 minutes. I swear I would never think that someone who has worked her job for 20 years could know so little about how things work. Now that the fourth is over I will be counting down the 6 weeks until I go on vacation in the UP the week of August 15th. That's how I get through work - counting down to vacation days and holidays. I think I need a new job.

On the knitting front not much is happening. I frogged my shawl for the second time. I was going to start on my dishcloth for my exchange however, my yarn unrolled and I have been untangling it for 2 days. I will be casting on this afternoon for it finally! Time to make the bed and clean the bathroom - what fun!