Monday, July 11, 2016

Monday Musings

I have been thinking a lot lately about the state of my life. Turning 40 has certainly done a number on me.

Overall I am pretty happy. I have a great husband and a terrific son and that part of my life is awesome. I am more concerned with my personal mental and physical health.

I am slowly but surely running out of energy. It takes more and more for me to get up and moving. I know this is because of the excessive weight I am carrying. I dread Clark wanting to go for a walk or play a game outside. I do not practice his soccer with him because I know after about 2 minutes I will need a break and he does not understand why. I need to work on my exercising and eating. I want to have more energy and feel better. I want to be able to play with my son and not dread it.

I am also thinking about what I want to do with the rest of my life. Working on a help desk is not what I want to do for the next 25 years of my life. Right now I am not ready to make any changes because this job has a lot of flexibility which I need with little man right now. But that does not mean that there is nothing I can do to make things a bit better. I need to work harder on getting my store set up and running.

Basically I need to work a bit harder on myself. I need to remember that I am worth it.

Here are some pictures for you.

Preemie hat #12

Yellow market bag

Another Christmas ornament

My little guy is home from his weekend adventures

Aren't we all?

Playing goal

Cuddle time

Having breakfast with mommy and daddy

Looking good after a hair cut

Preemie hat #13

1 comment:

A :-) said...

Girl, I am cheering you on. Know that you bring light and smiles to many :-)