I have been thinking a lot lately about the state of my life. Turning 40 has certainly done a number on me.
Overall I am pretty happy. I have a great husband and a terrific son and that part of my life is awesome. I am more concerned with my personal mental and physical health.
I am slowly but surely running out of energy. It takes more and more for me to get up and moving. I know this is because of the excessive weight I am carrying. I dread Clark wanting to go for a walk or play a game outside. I do not practice his soccer with him because I know after about 2 minutes I will need a break and he does not understand why. I need to work on my exercising and eating. I want to have more energy and feel better. I want to be able to play with my son and not dread it.
I am also thinking about what I want to do with the rest of my life. Working on a help desk is not what I want to do for the next 25 years of my life. Right now I am not ready to make any changes because this job has a lot of flexibility which I need with little man right now. But that does not mean that there is nothing I can do to make things a bit better. I need to work harder on getting my store set up and running.
Basically I need to work a bit harder on myself. I need to remember that I am worth it.
Here are some pictures for you.
Preemie hat #12
Yellow market bag
Another Christmas ornament
My little guy is home from his weekend adventures
Aren't we all?
Having breakfast with mommy and daddy
Looking good after a hair cut
Preemie hat #13